last one of 09 !

hey all i just thought i rushed in to blog before it is 2010. i mean rite now i feel pretty much pathetic. so this time could be spent blogging.

but good thing my dad's back. he's gone for days and probably it'll be hard seeing him, so i'm glad he's here. 

well  happy new year to you all. this post will be my last in  2009. i dunno if tomorrow it'll say 'posted yesterday' or 'posted last year' haha.

see you next year! happy 2010!

december is ending soon enough

j' adore pluie. 


j' adore mode 


j' adore art


j' adore musique .


december is ending. and i just got the new Nylon ( it has Hilary Duff on the cover, yay) and um, my life has been like a vinyl in a gramophone; it's turned around. until recently, i have been sure of my future. 


now i'm not so sure. 


the future looks scary; i don't know how to say it. i'm dazed an confused. i just have to focus on my studies but it's so hard right now.


i just hope everything ends well like it used to be. 

new moon

hola! are you excited for new moon? i'm pretty excited but not that much.

well when i watch twilight i watched it because i had nothing to do, and it was pretty interesting.

i just hated Forks because the place is so cold and gloomy, but hey it made the vampires look much paler. the Cullens' house are cool because it's inside a forest. And i have to say its funny vampires don't sleep. Well, according to Stephenie Meyer anyway.

but gonna watch new moon anyway. reasons are

1. jacob black without long hair, and shirtless
2. bella's hair is gorgeous
3. i wanna see dakota fanning, i'm such a fan i watched her movies.
4. i wanna see dakota fanning with red contacts
5. cameron bright looks hot with red contacts
6. italy = beautiful landscapes.

haha to be honest i like taylor lautner but i hate jacob black, i mean if he knew bella has edward, why bother trying?

and i like edward, but i didn't like robert pattinson. so in twilight i'm team edward but in real world i'm a fan of taylor.

lets just hope the other kids won't lure dakota and taylor into smoking. the cast are pretty much heavy smokers.

its like a heffalump!

whew. even tho drama day is over ( or D-Day, as inside joke) the drama just keep on going. well in my world it never stops. its more like drama make the world goes round.

oh yeah yesterday me nuy ghea alyssia kalam went to senci to pick up a present for levina. we were torn in the stuffed animals counter. Kalam even tho he's a boy he can't resist that baby tigger doll. finally we picked our gifts, but i wont tell you here, hahaha!

err i so need another pair of jeans, since i only have 2 pairs and one shrunk. and topshop btw is on sale, but the stuffs are just so expensive. totally over my budget. 

anddd i have ALPHAS and BOYS R US! finally :D oh i also have been reading secret of my hollywood life - family affairs. its so good, the new book form the series paparazzi princess is out too, but its hardcover and 200 thousand and up so i cant buy it. oh i have the new poseur book Petty in pink too! 

goshh i'm such a bookworm. but now i have to get back revising my paper. 

au revoir!

9N is the best class ever existed!

whew today lots of things happen. and this week everyone got really emotional, so lets celebrate the end of EMO WEEK by saying something emotional like 'love sucks' or 'i love you'! 


finally the internet is good again, and since my tumblr is error ( yes i have a tumblr!) i think i'm gonna use blogger again 


oh yeah why 9N is the best? because we don't let people take us down!! and its fun hanging with them, i got along with them pretty quick thanks to drama day :D here are some words or quotes describing my 9N


ugi : ' nice info gan'  atau ga 'cok' atau ga ' i want to be with my mother'
ibam: 'satanic shakehand!!!!!'
hafiz: ' sudahlah...' dengan suara ala pak ahmad math
selma: ' eh kamu kamu'
nuy : 'bamsie!!'
katasha: 'eh gue mo ngemo nih'
khania: kalo lagi latah suka ' ehhh icat icat icat'


masih banyak lagi sih cuma capek ngetik nih hehehe . ok sekarang gue mo main pixie hollow n twitter biar gak stress woohoo

feeling kinda sad, too bad

kesel gue kesel kesel capek tau. kapan ya world peace? saya udah nungguin neh sejak ngerti artinya.

yah as always my life is nuts. and those nuts wont stop falling from the tree unless someone cuts off the tree and send it to our f@#in neighbors like the ones who got jammed by our officers in Borneo.

and well i don't cut trees so the falling nuts won't stop. my life is getting harder you know.

THE ANGRY PLAYLIST

Harder than you know - Escape the Fate

F*** You - Lily Allen

Whoa Oh ( me vs everyone) - Forever the Sickest Kids ( hahah gue masih dengerin)

Emotion - Destiny's Child

Under Pressure - David Bowie & Queen ( iseng ngambil dari playlist bokap)

Have a Nice Day- Bon Jovi

Gives You Hell - the All-American Rejects

Rebel Yell - Billy Idol

Crushcrushcrush- Paramore

I Can Do Better - Avril Lavigne

I Don't Have To Try - Avril Lavigne

Leave Me Alone - Michael Jackson

The Fear - Lily Allen

Heartbreaker - Will.i.am

Flipside - The Click Five

Viva la Vida - Coldplay

be truthful, my neighbor

my neighbor is a liar!!!! why do they claim our culture? i just don't get it.

malaysia is claiming our culture and they say their 'culture' has 'unknown origin' or 'origins are still mystery' when it's actually stolen from Indonesia!

first batik, now wayang kulit, keris, then tari pendet ( wtf, malay has no connection to balinese) and a song called 'rasa sayange'. what more? neighbors are not supposed to steal their neighbors island and culture. why dont malaysia just flaunt their own culture instead of taking ours? is it because they think their culture is worse than ours?

this is enough. no more nice guy. you are just a liar. your country took cultures from other countries including Indonesia. you cannot call your country 'truly asia' if you are a stealer!