last one of 09 !

hey all i just thought i rushed in to blog before it is 2010. i mean rite now i feel pretty much pathetic. so this time could be spent blogging.

but good thing my dad's back. he's gone for days and probably it'll be hard seeing him, so i'm glad he's here. 

well  happy new year to you all. this post will be my last in  2009. i dunno if tomorrow it'll say 'posted yesterday' or 'posted last year' haha.

see you next year! happy 2010!

december is ending soon enough

j' adore pluie. 


j' adore mode 


j' adore art


j' adore musique .


december is ending. and i just got the new Nylon ( it has Hilary Duff on the cover, yay) and um, my life has been like a vinyl in a gramophone; it's turned around. until recently, i have been sure of my future. 


now i'm not so sure. 


the future looks scary; i don't know how to say it. i'm dazed an confused. i just have to focus on my studies but it's so hard right now.


i just hope everything ends well like it used to be.